OMG you guys I'm going to fucking kill someone.
Remember that Raine Maida concert I was looking forward to. Well I can't go. Because my tickets were never fucking delivered. Pissed off? Yes. Upset? Yes. Extremely disappointed? Definitely. I can't believe this. The only way I'd be able to go is if I bought a new ticket, and I have absolutely no money. I'm really, really, really, really, really, really disappointed about this. I spent like two weeks trying to find someone to go with and I finally did only to not be able to go after all. Have I mentioned how disappointed I am? I cried. Yes, I cried. You have no idea how upsetting this is to me. Or all the reasons why.
I'm going to Europe tomorrow but it's impossible to be excited about it at this exact moment in time, with the whole disappointment of the lack of Raine concert looming. I'm just...there's not even anything to be done. Ticketmaster won't refund or replace. I could just shoot someone. For fuck's sake my aunt is talking to me on MSN about Europe right now and I do not want to fucking talk about Europe. Not only have I discussed it with every single fucking person about twelve times already, I am just really not in the mood to discuss this AGAIN. Jesus christ, give me a completely different subject, it doesn't even have to be about my disappointment over the concert. Just. Not. Fucking. Europe. Yes, it's great I'm going on this trip, but I've already told her I'm not happy right now, I've already told her I'm really disappointed about this concert, and now I have to discuss stupid shit like where I'm going, and how tired I'll be when I get back and how yes there are tours. AND I'VE TALKED ABOUT THIS FIVE MILLION TIMES ALREADY. ENOUGH.
I'm really sorry about this. It's just I'm that odd mixture of really angry and really sad and I swear to bloody god if I have to talk to one more person about Europe while I'm in this mood, they will be blocked immediately and without remorse. I don't give a shit who it is. I vowed to myself when I started this blog that there would be no emo entries, but I never said anything about angry entries, so I hope this isn't coming off too emo.
Fanfic updated multiple times. Comment or don't, I honestly don't give a shit right now.
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Before you say anything, yes I am perfectly aware that chapter 12 is short. I was going to finish it whenI got home today, but found myself unable think of anything other than how pissed off/disappointed I am. So forgive me.
Currently Listening: Feint by Epica
Remember that Raine Maida concert I was looking forward to. Well I can't go. Because my tickets were never fucking delivered. Pissed off? Yes. Upset? Yes. Extremely disappointed? Definitely. I can't believe this. The only way I'd be able to go is if I bought a new ticket, and I have absolutely no money. I'm really, really, really, really, really, really disappointed about this. I spent like two weeks trying to find someone to go with and I finally did only to not be able to go after all. Have I mentioned how disappointed I am? I cried. Yes, I cried. You have no idea how upsetting this is to me. Or all the reasons why.
I'm going to Europe tomorrow but it's impossible to be excited about it at this exact moment in time, with the whole disappointment of the lack of Raine concert looming. I'm just...there's not even anything to be done. Ticketmaster won't refund or replace. I could just shoot someone. For fuck's sake my aunt is talking to me on MSN about Europe right now and I do not want to fucking talk about Europe. Not only have I discussed it with every single fucking person about twelve times already, I am just really not in the mood to discuss this AGAIN. Jesus christ, give me a completely different subject, it doesn't even have to be about my disappointment over the concert. Just. Not. Fucking. Europe. Yes, it's great I'm going on this trip, but I've already told her I'm not happy right now, I've already told her I'm really disappointed about this concert, and now I have to discuss stupid shit like where I'm going, and how tired I'll be when I get back and how yes there are tours. AND I'VE TALKED ABOUT THIS FIVE MILLION TIMES ALREADY. ENOUGH.
I'm really sorry about this. It's just I'm that odd mixture of really angry and really sad and I swear to bloody god if I have to talk to one more person about Europe while I'm in this mood, they will be blocked immediately and without remorse. I don't give a shit who it is. I vowed to myself when I started this blog that there would be no emo entries, but I never said anything about angry entries, so I hope this isn't coming off too emo.
Fanfic updated multiple times. Comment or don't, I honestly don't give a shit right now.
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Before you say anything, yes I am perfectly aware that chapter 12 is short. I was going to finish it whenI got home today, but found myself unable think of anything other than how pissed off/disappointed I am. So forgive me.
Currently Listening: Feint by Epica
Every beat of your heart tore the lies all apart,
Made foundations quiver.
Every wave in the lake caused the porcelain to break.
Made foundations quiver.
Every wave in the lake caused the porcelain to break.
And I shiver...
2 comments:
Damn, that's awful... I'm not great at expressing myself, but please know that I care. God, you have every right to be so angry! I can't believe the people that were supposed to send you the tickets won't compensate you at all... And I'm sorry if I've come off as too pushy with your Europe trip, but if your aunt KNOWS you're not in the mood to talk about it, I can't believe anyone would be so careless to your feelings, especially family! Well I hope things get better for you soon...
I totally sent you an MSN message about Europe. I hope you didn't block me in your rage. :/
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