Piss off = when people save my pics to their Photobucket accounts, which are then linked to all over the forum, and yet no one could bother to say a simple "Thanks for the pics" or "I like your pics" or anything to me. Maybe I'm selfish for just wanting to know that my stuff (really, it's Shanel's) was noticed and appreciated before finding it linked in some random place? Even if only by one person? I don't care if it's selfish, I need shit like that to make me feel better about what I do. Otherwise I just give up. It's just how I am.
It's stupid, but it's annoying since I've seen a great many around the NW forum, and nobody, not a single person said anything to me.
That's a lie, one person asked if they could use some in a wallpaper, which of course is fine, and it did make me very happy, and of course it's fine if people use my pics for icons or just for linking, it's just I'd like to KNOW, you know? I just want to see someone actually say to ME that they liked the pics. :(
And see, if I were braver, I'd be saying this in the forum itself. But I'm not, that's why I need little self-esteem boosts from people I've never met and never talk to *rolls eyes at self*.
God, I'm tired of being me.
*goes off into a happy place, remembering the concert*
Currently Listening: Ocean Soul by Nightwish
It's stupid, but it's annoying since I've seen a great many around the NW forum, and nobody, not a single person said anything to me.
That's a lie, one person asked if they could use some in a wallpaper, which of course is fine, and it did make me very happy, and of course it's fine if people use my pics for icons or just for linking, it's just I'd like to KNOW, you know? I just want to see someone actually say to ME that they liked the pics. :(
And see, if I were braver, I'd be saying this in the forum itself. But I'm not, that's why I need little self-esteem boosts from people I've never met and never talk to *rolls eyes at self*.
God, I'm tired of being me.
*goes off into a happy place, remembering the concert*
Currently Listening: Ocean Soul by Nightwish
Losing emotion,
Finding devotion.
Should I dress in white and search the sea?
As I always wished to be
One with the waves.
Ocean Soul.
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