To-Do

- Get a job
- Pay off debts
- Pay public library fine
- Organize music library
- Reformat mp3 player (once music library is organized)
- Find cell phone USB cord
- Find webcam
- Finish unpacking
- Learn how to play keyboard
- Finish learning "Beauty of the Beast" on guitar
- Fix video camera
- Finish Nightwish tribute video
- Finish Brian & Laura video
- Finish current icon set
- Not give up on fanfic
- Finish Nightwish comic
- Buy more Nightwish merchandise
- Buy Oomph! merchandise
- Finish Tuomas portrait
- Finish Nemo drawing
- Get eyebrow piercing
- Buy new guitar
- Buy new keyboard
- Get tattoo

There we go.
God knows how long that will take.

Will be at least another year for the tattoo, but once I get a job and pay off what I owe from Europe, then the guitar and keyboard shouldn't take too long to save up for.

Hindsight is a bitchy, bitchy thing, don't you think? All I wish now was that I had talked more to Marco when he was talking to me about the BBB DVD, and that I had stuck my tongue out at Emppu when he was staring at me, just to see his reaction, and that I had said something more to Anette rather than just smiling like an idiot at her.

Oh well, next time.

Meine Mutter said that if they go to MN or ND anytime, she would seriously consider driving me there. I hope they announce just a few more dates, just a few more, that brings them to either of those states, or, better yet, back here.

I'm dying for a new album from them though, too bad we have to wait forever to get one.

Heard a full song from PR's new album, and I didn't much care for it. I really, really like the lyrics (*proudly sports some in her MSN pm*), but I don't much care for the music itself. I also heard about 10 seconds of another song and it sounds AMAZING! Totally metal and crazy! Looking forward to hearing more!

Was on Youtube, looking at videos from NW's concert here, and I was watching the WIHAA one, and I could see the part where Anette was looking at me as she sang a line, and I almost had a fit haha. It is now proudly in my video log. The person who filmed the vid was seriously like two or three people to my left. That's how tiny that stage was.

I still get hyperspazzy when I think about Emppu winking at me or Anette touching my face. Shit like that doesn't happen to me. I'm the one who's always too quiet and so lives with the regret of not seizing the opportunity to say something like I did to Anette. I think she made my life. I didn't expect her to hear me, much less acknowledge me if she did. I didn't even know what she said to me until later, and with Shanel's help. I was too busy having mental shutdown because she had her hand on my face O.O

Next time I get upset, I'll just think about that and be happy again.

Currently Listening: Bye Bye Beautiful by Nightwish

Jacob's ghost for the girl in white,

Blindfold for the blind,

Dead siblings walking the dying earth.

Noose around a choking heart,

Eternity torn apart.

Slow toll now the funeral bells.