11.28.2008

You helped me keep my dreams alive.

GUESS WHAT?! :D Fanfic update. Hope you like it. Things are winding down now, as I'm sure you can tell by the lighter tone of the chapters, and the way things are finally being resolved.

Have I mentioned that I love Jonsu? Because I do. She's awesome. She plays guitar! I flipped out when I saw that. My respect for Indica went up like 5000 times after that. I'm addicted to them. I ordered an Indica shirt with their Valoissa album. I also ordered a Sonic Syndicate shirt. I'm looking forward to them arriving.

I'm slightly freaked out by the prospect of university. I keep trying to decide what I want to do with my life, what I want to study, what I'd like a career in. Pretty much right now the toss-up is between film director (again. After having met a couple film producers, I realized that I would never be able to handle that) and record producer. Both of them are kind of in the same vein, except with different medias. But the record producer has a vision for the album and tries to bring that to life, the same way as a director for a film has a vision and tries to bring that to life. Though neither writes the script, casts the parts or anything, they're ultimately the ones running the ball game and bringing different thoughts and ideas together. I think either would be cool.

I'm applying at a bunch of universites, once I can figure out how to get ahold of information and applications. There will be U of W, and also U of M, a uni in Vancouver and also one in Toronto, a few in the States, and a couple in Europe. I do really want to get out of Winnipeg. I mean, I'd be freaked right the fuck out to move to say Germany for university, or even the U.S., because I don't know anyone there. I'm really shy, so it would be really scary. At the same time, I'm sure I'd eventually make a friend or two, and the experience would be really rewarding. So I think I should just suck it up and do it, provided I get accepted to an out-of-country university, that is.

Well, today is Shanel's b-day party. I don't have a present for her O.O. I have to go to the bank and take money out. I HATE doing that :/. Money is safer when it's on my debit card in a place where I can't see it.

Speaking of money, my next paycheck is gonna be pretty sweet. Not AS sweet as my last one, but still . I've worked one 4.5 hour shift this week already, plus i'm working 2 8-hour shifts this weekend. Next week I'm working 4 shifts. Though payday is on Thursday but still. So much better than those couple paychecks where I got like...$70. How disappointing is that.

Currently Listeining: Do Or Die by Papa Roach

My strength is overcome by pain,
My love for you remains the same.
The loneliness is setting in.
I have no one to free my sins.

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