1.05.2009

Happy belated New Year btw!

Leave me an anonymous note!

And no, you don't even need an LJ account to do it ^.^

I'm not expecting any, but it would be nice.

Okay survey. I'm bored.

Lyric from the song you're listening too?
"Tomorrow, you're gonna have to live with the things you say."

Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
I don't know because I didn't talk to anyone late last night.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
Yeah, every day I make the mistake of think way too much about things that I shouldn't.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
I met one girl with my same name once. I don't talk to her anymore; I was very young.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name begins with C?
Aha yeah.

How is the weather right now?
Cold.

What do you always take with you?
My bus pass and debit card.

What are you stressing about right now?
Nothing in particular, although the English exam tomorrow is kinda stressful.

What are you wearing right now?
Jeans, Papa Roach shirt, sweater.

Are you growing apart from someone close?
Not really.

If yes, does it bother you?
See above.

This time last year what was your love life like?
Nonexistant.

How is it now?
Lots of pining but nothing that'll ever come from it.

Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad?
I've tried but I don't fucking bother anymore because everything's a joke to him.

Do you miss anyone?
Sure, I miss them until I see them again, and then I want them to go away.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
No.

What is something you really want right now?
My fucking guitar goddammit.

How many piercings do you have?
One: eyebrow.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Of course.

Name something you CANNOT wait for?
Turning 18.

What is the last thing you used your own money for?
I guess yesterday when I bought the usual at Arby's and a game at HMV.

Can you tell when something bad is gonna happen?
Occasionally.

Would you rather have long or short hair?
Somewhere in between I guess.

What are you about to do? Eat then sleep.

Can you write with both hands?
Not well.

Has someone of the opposite sex told you they loved you and meant it?
Nope. :(

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
One.

Are you in a relationship?
No.

How's your heart lately?
Very lonely.

Do you want to see someone this very minute?
No, I don't feel like being around people right now.

Is there a reason for your myspace song?
If it's the one I think it is, then it's just because it's their latest song.

Who was the last girl you talked to?
Jessica (from work, not Jessica A).

Does anyone hate you?
I'm guessing so, but I'm not aware of it.

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
No, I just don't find them enjoyable. They give me whiplash and it's unpleasant.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
Two.

Like anyone?
Yes.

Think anyone's cute?
Duh.

Ever turned a girl/boy down you shouldn't have?
No.

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
I don't really know.

Are you happy?
At this precise moment I have no complaints, but with life in general, not really. Right now anyway.

What were you up to at 11pm last night?
I don't fucking remember. I might have been watching Chuck or in my room drawing.

When was the last time you had butterflies?
Today.

What are you looking forward to in the next 4 days?
Nothing.

What was the first thing you thought this morning? Stupid fucking school.

Current mood?
Tired and hungry and grumpy.

Have you ever had a black and white cat?
Yeah. Two actually.

Two names you go by?
Two names that aren't my actual name? Well I guess Nika and Smiles.

Is there any drama in your life right now?
Actually not really. Or at least not relevant aha.

Who was your last phone call from?
Grandma.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
Present.

Who was your last text from?
Jessica (from work).

Who is the last person to tell you "I love you"?
My mother?

What are you craving right now?
Mozza sticks gaddammit >.<

Do you do your own laundry?
Yes.

Do you like Chinese food?
No *gag*.

Do you have a secret that less than 3 people know about?
People in my real life, yes. As far as I'm aware. Though several people online are aware of it.

What color are your socks?
One is red and the other is dark blue.

How many hours of sleep do you personally need to function well?
Four I guess?

What's your favorite article of clothing?
This grey sweater with thumbholes aha. Or my Nightwish tour shirt (from the first concert).

Have you ever dyed your hair?
Always.

Do you work hard in school?
I used to work a lot harder at everything, but I kind of gave up this year.

Do you like your school?
It isn't terrible.

If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days", what would you be wearing?
My PJs I guess.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Grey.

What does it say? It says Papa Roach and it has their pretty cool "Heartless" design.

Do you like to cuddle?
Sure.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I don't know.

Ever met someone with cancer?
Yes, several.

Think of the person you told "I love you" last, did you mean it?
Yes, considering that was my mom lol.

What did you do this weekend?
Worked and did nothing else of importance.

What are you doing right now?
This and talking to a friend on last.fm and trying not to faint of hunger.

Do you and your parents get along?
For the most part.

Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
Sometimes at night.

Did you listen to a song that reminded you of anyone today?
Almost every song can remind me of SOMEONE.

Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
I don't actually know.

Where are you at right now?
In the basement.

How many different things did you drink today?
Umm I had a lot of hot chocolate and some diet Pepsi but I think that's it.

If you could change your eye color, would you?
Definitely. Stupid dull green eyes are boring.

Would you prefer a baby boy or girl?
I don't like kids at all.

Do you text or call more?
Text, and I don't do very much of that either.

When you are home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
Yup, and I lock it too. Force of habit I guess.

Have you recently done anything that you wouldn't want your parents to find out?
I guess.

Do you like waking up in the morning to find that you have new texts?
I'm surprised but feel no other particular emotion.

Are you usually wide awake in the mornings?
No. I am so not a morning person.

Did you ever read any of the Babysitters Club books?
Oh god, I think I actually might've read one.

What is bothering you right now?
Me and how I'm a stupid fucking idiot.

Where is your cell phone?
Right in front of me on the desk.

If you're being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
That I have something bothering me or I feel quite out of place.

What celebrities do you find attractive?
This list could go on forever. But okay, top five. Anette Olzon, Olivia Wilde, Jacoby Shaddix, Barry Watson and Tuomas Holopainen.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
No, but I don't full-out cry in front of people EVER.

What do you do when you're nervous?
I don't make eye contact with anyone and fidget.

What does the newest text message in your inbox say?
Work tomorrow?

Do you think it's cute when a guy buys a girl a promise ring?
Not really. I think it's pretty ridiculous.

Do you drink more water or juice?
Juice. Water's so...flavourless.

Are you there for your friends?
I do my best. But they never come to me for help anyway, so I don't have to try too hard.

How different are you from three years ago?
I guess I;m less of a loser and more in touch with who I am.

When's the next time you will see the person you like?
Tomorrow if all goes well.

When was the last time you cried?
Two days ago I think.

What's your favorite color?
Blue and dark purple and red. NO I CAN'T CHOOSE JUST ONE OKAY.

How good is your vision?
Not so great...hence the glasses.

What should you really be doing right now?
Sleeping.

Last person you were in the car with besides your family?
I don't know, I don't keep track of this shit.

Are you currently frustrated with someone?
Myself?

Do you use chapstick?
Yeah.

Do you like your hair?
It's alright, but I like to change it up pretty frequently lately.

Would it hurt to see the one you love making out with someone else? NO I THINK I WOULD TOTALLY NOT CARE AT ALL BECAUSE THAT'S THE TOTALLY LOGICAL REACTION. Obviously.

Are you afraid to grow up?
Kind of. Don't know what's going to happen after grad and it freaks me out.

What is something you wish you had more of?
Money.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Nope, unfortunately.

Are you usually the first to say sorry when you're in a fight, or the last?
I don't know.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yes.

Do you plan on hugging the last person you hugged again?
Yup. I like hugs haha.

Where is your number one person on your friends list?
On Myspace I'd imagine at their own homes in Finland/Sweden lol.

How late did you stay up last night?
Well when I finally got into bed (though ofc I dind't fall asleep right away) my clock read 4:30 AM.

Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
No. It just makes me wish I had that.

When you take a drink of something, do you hold your pinky up?
No.

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
No.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
At this precise moment, no.

Do you usually have weird dreams?
More often than not.

Will this weekend be a good one?
It's unlikely but I guess you never know.

Do you curse a lot?
Yeah.

Can you cook?
Easy foodstuffs, sure.

Where was the last bruise you got on yourself and from what?
I don't know. The last one I noticed was on my leg and I think I got it at work.

Currently Listening: Get Out Alive by Three Days Grace

If I stay, it won't be long
'Til I'm burning on the inside.
If I go, I can only hope
That I'll make it to the other side.

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