6.04.2008

aghhhhhhh

My Oceanborn CD arrived today! I hadn't realized that I actually wound up ordering the 2008 re-released collector's edition or whatever, but it's all cool. The "autographs" are actually on the CD itself, and barely visible for that matter, but it's interesting because Emppu's looks the same now and Tuomas' and Jukka's look a lot messier now than they did then, aha. What else is so special about this edition, you ask? Well there's a big-ass biography in the CD booklet, and a little thing about Oceanborn on the back of the CD, as well as 4 bonus tracks, 3 of which are live. I'm not much of a fan of live tracks (the ones on OTHAFA give me a headache, that damn warbling), but we'll see I suppose. All in all, I wouldn't have paid extra for it, but I didn't so it's all good! Now I just need Angels Fall First to have all their studio albums (singles to be worked on following this).

I totally want live tracks of the "new era" performing the old songs though. Like, properly recorded ones. I would kill for that.

I haven't eaten today. At all. It's almost 5, and I feel insanely ill BECAUSE I haven't eaten. Obviously the simple solution would be to eat, but the question is...what? I'm not going to cook a meal, since the parents are gonna be home in like half an hour, and they'll be making supper (*crosses fingers that it's something she'll actually eat*), and there's virtually no snack foods appealing to me right now. I guess I'll just be patient and starve for a bit more.

Also, I feel like someone's ripped open my stomach and is clawing around on my insides. But that's not because of the hunger. :S

I'm completely exhausted today, and I don't know why. I even went to bed like an hour earlier than usual last night and passed out right away. Though I woke up many times during the night...I was quite restless apparently. It's actually becoming a problem, I think, the amount of times I wake up in a night. Seriously, that can't be normal. I can wake up like five times in an hour, no exaggerating. I don't get it. But oh well.

STILL haven't picked up my PRoach tickets. REALLY have to get on that.

And my mom is insisting I take up lessons again *rolls eyes*. Either film courses or keyboard lessons. I can't take film courses though, due to my busted video camea, so I guess keyboard lessons it is. Whatever, that' all cool. I wanted to do that anyway, it just sucks because the keyboard at home is insanely outdated. Well, I'll get a new one if I don't wind up going to Nightwish, but I still manage to save a lot of money for it. And then I'll get a new guitar. I have wanted a new guitar for like 3 years now...Though mine's all covered in awesome stickers and stuff. I'll keep that one in one tuning and use the other for a different kind. Well depending on if I get a floating bridge or not, because if I get a guitar with a floating bridge...it's staying in one tuning. Those things are absolute BITCHES to tune, apparently, and I would believe it.

Well, I guess I'll take off. Fanfic's updated, but honestly it didn't turn out how I wanted it to, and it's about 200 words shorter than usual. Oh well, hope you like it anyway. And I'm gonna go and like collapse now.

Currently Listening: Crash and Burn by Savage Garden

Let me be the one you call,
If you jump, I'll break your fall,
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night.
If you need to fall apart,
Well I can mend a broken heart.
If you need to crash, then crash and burn,
You're not alone.


That is possibly my absolute favourite pick-me-up song EVER.

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